ya well I'm 22 and this happens to me. I feel like I have no idea who I am, don't know reality, and just have trouble forming words and interacting when I have one shot of brandy! When I was 20, I would drink and feel good, feel relaxed, confident, socialable, likeable, and be able to keep and keep drinking and having mroe and more fun. I've undergone a complete flip on who I am and what defines me, what the hell happened! How could I degrade so much so quickly!!